the starting line.

so basically i am making this new blogspace again for a fresh start. FYI, i already have two other blogs here in blogger but i'm making another one and your currently staring at it. 2010 is obviously another year for you and me and so i was thinking of having a new place to contain all my craps for this year and the succeeding years. This blog is where i could actually vent out all of the things that is going through my head without holding back or being afraid that other people might misunderstood me.so, if you happened to stumble upon this little world of mine, just sit back, relax, and LET ME DO THE TALKING. Comprehende?

I am Princess Mae dela Cruz Belonio. I've been counting my days here on Planet Dirt, i mean Earth, since the 16th day of November 1989. Year of the Snake. And according to this, people like me:

• are deep. true in my case. 
• say little and possess great wisdom. oh, when i`m with people and i have a say on something, i blabber like all the time that i believe i could get a big-ol'-ribbon for THE MOST TALKATIVE person in the planet. yeah, i talk that much. sometimesi even pissed people off with all my babbles but ahh, those people are branded to as KJs [killjoy!] so ahh, screw them. BUT! i instantly am on a silent mode when i get to be buddha and be reflective and all that. and of course, i keep quite when i really have nothing to say because i basically know nothing on a certain topic or anything for that matter.
• vain, selfish, and a bit stingy. oh i AM vain. although it may not show, but i know i am. I am vain as in i constantly look at myself in the mirror. when i passed by the street, i look at myself on window glasses and sidemirrors of parked cars. yeah, i am that vain. but i don't have my own mirror though, weird ey? Selfish? hmmm. it depends really on on what and to whom  i am being selfish with. Stingy? err, maybe. maybe not. lol. depends really.
• they have tremendous sympathy for others and try to help those less fortunate. oh mind you i do. part of my think-about-your-future moments is to be able to help the needy and the marginalized. that's what we, Ateneans, are being trained for. To be a person for others and amma be just that.
• Snake people tend to overdo, since they have doubts about other people's judgment and prefer to rely on themselves. Yes. sometimes, i think that my way is better than the others but i am not the bitchy type who goes around and acts like he/she is the boss or something. Good thing that i also have trust issues with myself so i still ask for other people's opinions about my judgment.
• They are determined in whatever they do and hate to fail. Oh i somehow disagree with this. lol. Why? because i tend to quit on something everytime i get tired of it. I can agree to this in the sense that when I want something, like i REALLY, REALLY want it,  i GO for it no matter what it takes. And yes, i hate to fail and i sure as hell do wallow in self-pity at times because of this, but i definitely am NOT a loser. if there's one thing i learned about failing, it  is that if you fail,  you go have your pity-partey for 2 to 3 days. Drink, eat, shout, whatever it takes to let it all out and after that, you go get UP and move on because that's what life wants you to.
• Although calm on the surface, they are intense and passionate. oh yes, yes. i agree to this. i am so the type.
• Snake people are usually good-looking and sometimes have marital problems because they are fickle. Awww, di ako good-looking..uso lang. hehe. And i soooo agree with the latter. I am fickle enough to not stay in a relationship for more than three months. *sigh. But i sincerely wanna have a long anfg lasting relationship with someone that i really love. 

 so, those are just some bits and pieces of your truly. But i sure hope that you will get to know more of me as  you go reading my share of thoughts and daily rants. Soo, come along as the journey in my little world begins.